Sunday, January 29, 2012

I love this kid. . .

Masyn Kahana Savage
I L-O-V-E this kid!!  He has a special way of making anybody laugh.  Masyn can be somewhat,  extremely stubborn (no idea where that came from , hee hee).  He just turned three on January 18.  It has been wonderful seeing him grow and create his own personality.  I know there are lots of pictures, but it is the only way to show his silly personality.

Masyn adores ketchup!  He will ask for it on salad, chicken nuggets, pizza, steak, sandwiches (peanut butter and ketchup has been made more than once), EVERYTHING!!!  He will lick that plate to get all of the ketchup.  Which is exactly what he is doing here.

Masyn loves to read any and all books!  He will always ask to take a book to wherever we go.  The car is also a wonderful napping place.  Masyn is just like his momma in that cars put him to sleep, no matter the time of day.

Masyn took his first trip to the dentist this past year and did amazing!  He sat calmly and even giggled when it came time to brush his teeth.  Masyn's favorite part was wearing cool sunglasses and then picking out the toy at the end.

Masyn knows exactly where our winter gear is kept.  He will put it on no matter the weather outside.

Masyn also loves to find his daddy's hats and wear them around.

We have had issues with Masyn picking his nose this year.  We have had several times when we would find him using his thumbs.  This time he thought he could get more with both of his thumbs.

Masyn's favorite story at this time of the year was " Go Dog Go".  We had just bought this toilet seat to introduce him to potty training.  He came out with it on his head and said. . . "Like it my hat mommy?"  I couldn't help but laugh and say yes as I took the picture.

 Masyn thoroughly enjoyed camping this year!  He loved "mallow samwichs" aka s'mores. 

 Masyn also enjoyed playing in the river and finding rocks, twigs and who know what else.

Masyn again adores his Dad, here he was being a solider just like daddy. 

Masyn loves hats!!  He will always find one and wear it.  This is a duct tape Santa hat that was given to Doug from a fellow teacher.

Doug had just gotten his formal police hat, and of course Masyn had  to try it on.

Masyn is always taking the shoes out of our shoe baskets whether in the front room or in his room. 

 Masyn also enjoys his naked time.  If he could he would run naked all day long!  Today we found him playing in his room in the buff.  A lot of the time I have to have him compromise on at least underwear.

Happy birthday little man, your momma loves you more than you could ever imagine!  You bring so many smiles to my face and others.  I promise you will have challenges in life, I only hope that you will keep your wonderful outlook on everything.

Friday, January 27, 2012

Sometimes you can't catch a break. . . .

GOODBYE CAST!!!!
On January 11 we took Ryleigh in for her LAST orthopedic appointment for her broken leg.  We went and started with taking an X-ray to check her femur.  When the doctor came in the room afterwards, he was glad to report that her leg looked fantastic and that she didn't need her brace/cast any longer.
YIPPEE!!!!

This is what the back of her leg looked like the next evening after a bath.  It is hard to see, but you can tell how high her road rash went.  The area that is the deep red is approximately where it was broken. 



Ryleigh was sooo excited to be free and out of her cast.  On the following Saturday my sister came down with her kids to play before the adult session of Stake Conference that night.  Ryleigh and her cousin, Katie Jo, were twirling in the living room.  The girls lost their balance and fell several times; but the last time Katie Jo fell on top of Ryleigh's left foot.  Ryleigh let a scream out that had me revisit the day her leg was broken.  I was able to get her calmed down and some ice on her foot but the swelling was already starting.

My parents came down to watch the kids that evening.  Once I returned home my mom told me that Ryleigh refused to stand or even walk; she scooted around the house like she did when she first broke her leg.  Her foot was pretty swollen on Sunday morning, I considered taking her into urgent care but decided against it.  We continued to ice her foot and kept her on ibuprofen for the pain and Monday morning we called the doctor. 

Lucky for us we got in to see our family doctor (which is an added bonus because she is hard to catch on the fly).  They took an X-ray but wasn't able to determine if anything was broken right away.  The doctor requested a radiologist take a look at it.  The doctor told us to keep icing her foot and Ryleigh in her tennis shoe for support.  Tuesday Ryleigh started to get a little braver and tried walking on it, but the foot still bothered her quite a bit.  In the afternoon I got a call back from the doctor with the results of the X-ray. . . . her foot was fractured.  Yep, fractured!  I was supposed to call the orthopedic center to schedule an appointment for that day to get her taken care of. 

All I could do was laugh.  (Please don't think I am a bad parent!!) It took me a good 5-10 minutes to stop laughing after I got off of the phone with the doctor.  I felt horrible that she had been out of her cast a mere three days and then broke something else; not even something else the foot of the leg she broke. 

Seriously!!!

After visiting with the orthopedic doctor was unable to determine if she had fractured her foot or not.  So, he is treating as if it is fractured.  Ryleigh now is sporting an awesome post-op boot that she is wearing for another week.  We go back mid-next week to see if she can take the boot off and finish remembering how to walk properly. 

Now I am trying to decide if I should put in her bubble wrap to make sure she doesn't break anything else for a LONG time!

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Homemade Laundry Soap - Review


As I mentioned in an earlier post, I have been addicted to pintrest.  The social media program has a plethora of ideas for anything that any one person may want to do.  A couple of months ago I saw my neighbor had pinned a website that had a recipe for homemade laundry soap.  We had talked about it and I asked her to tell me about how she thought it worked; next thing I know she brings me a sample.

I used to use Tide free and gentle and also I used Downy for fabric softener.  With these products I was finding I had to run my rinse cycle twice to ensure I got all of the soap and softener out for Masyn.  As some of you know Masyn has eczema.  His eczema flares up really bad in the winter.  I have tried using lotions, and various creams to help him.  The eczema just turns his skin to leather and using "regular" lotion is painful for him.  Once I started using this laundry soap his issues minimized A LOT!  I still used fabric softener so he still had small issues.  I re-read this blog and she stated that you can use white vinegar for fabric softener and it would work great.  I was skeptical but gave it a shot. 

I have fallen in love with this soap hook, line, and sinker.  Not only has it helped my little man be more comfortable in his clothes but it saves me a ton!!

Here is the recipe in short:

1/3 bar of Fels Naptha Laundry Soap
1/2 C Borax
1/2 C Super Washing Soda (different than baking soda)
2 Gallons of Water (divided)
3+ gallon bucket/pot

Grate your laundry soap and add to 6 C of water.  Heat on low temperature (careful not to boil).  Once the soap is melted add your borax and washing soda.  Continue to stir mixture until it thickens (similar to honey).  Remove from the heat.  In your bucket pour 4 cups of hot tap water and then add soap mixture and stir.  Then add 1 gallon plus 6 more cups of hot tap water.  Stir for few more minutes and then let it sit overnight.  The next morning you will need to whisk it or blend it to break up the clumps (she said this was normal) and then it is ready to use. 

You use 1/2 cup of the laundry soap per load and if you use the vinegar, for your softener, also use a 1/2 cup.  Now I will offer a caution; this is not stellar on flannel or fleece, only because it creates static in all of the clothes in the load.  I plan on keeping some commerical soap on hand to assist with that specifically. 

The cost of making this soap. . . . well I bought a the bar of soap (which is good for 3 batches of soap) for $0.97, the borax for approximately $3.00, and the washing soda for about the same.  I have more than enough borax and washing soda to make laundry for at least six months.  So now laundry cost me pennies per load.  I also am using the vinegar because I can buy 2 gallons of white vinegar from Sam's club for just under $4.00. 

So. . . if you have eczema I highly recommend this soap, my parents and my sister have already converted who have eczema much worse than Masyn.  They all swear by it now. 

*The recipe and step by step directions can be found at http://frugallygreen.blogspot.com/2008/05/how-to-make-your-own-laundry-soap.html

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Christmas 2011

I know that this is late but, better late than never right?  Christmas this year was a ton of fun.  I always thought growing up Christmas was fun.  Something about waking up at some horribly early hour and running upstairs to see what Santa left for me and my family.  We would always go and peak and try to count how many was for ourselves.  I see my kids doing that now.
This year we stayed in a beautiful large house in Fort Collins with all 19 members of Doug's family.  We had a blast.  We were able to meet three new (two are identical twins) nephews while everyone was together.  We were able to get everyone together for pictures. Here are a few:


Having the entire week together was a blast.  On Christmas we went to church at 9:00 and then came home and everyone put back on the PJ's and we opened presents.  The kids thought it was great becuase they stayed in the PJ's all day!

Masyn opening his Sheriff car from his stocking

Ayden showing off the new favorite toy.  This was constantly played with!!

Ryleigh was super happy about her dollhouse

The books from Grandma Savage.

What the tree looked like when everything was done.
Santa was smart and even seperated the gifts by family.

Santa's plate, he was hungry!!

Masyn playing with his "docker" set

Ryleigh opening a dress


It was so wonderful having evveryone together.  I only hope I can remember the difference between Logan and Brennen!

Saturday, January 7, 2012

I try to be crafty. . .

Recently I have discovered the wonderful world of Pintrest.  Doug thought this was a silly website to get involved in, but now he has changed his mind.  If you haven't been on yet it has been best described as "looking through a bunch of neat magazines and being able to tear out the pages and then organize them for your use."  I have found several new dinner ideas that my family L-O-V-E-S and they are easy too (always an added bonus!)

I got this super cool kindle for Christmas from Doug and was more than excited to make a cover for it, so I turned to pintrest to help me find the answer.


I used information from this blog but wanted it to look this cover.  Here is what my mom (who also received a kindle for Christmas) and I came up with. 

 


 
I am pretty happy on how it turned out and it only cost me about $3 in supplies to make. 

Here is another find.  I wanted to make this for my mom and my mother in law for Christmas, but got too busy.  So I just finished this yesterday (thanks Michelle!)


If you are not on pintrest yet, let me know I can send you the invite you need to get started.
I highly recommend the website, and dare you to not get addicted!

Friday, January 6, 2012

Meet our favorite Elders!

These elders use to serve in our ward.  They were transferred out quite a while ago.  At the beginning of December they showed up in our building during church to assist with a missionary transfer and stopped by the primary room to say hello.  These two missionaries (Elder Gross on the right and Elder Everett on the left) are amazing.  We enjoyed having them in our home for meals and whenever they stopped by.  These guys would always have object lessons that kept the kids attention and even somewhat aimed for them.  In fact the kids still talk about the mouse and rat trap, as well as the tea bag on fire. Doug shared some magic tricks and taught them how to relate them to the Gospel.  They stated to me that they still use these in their teachings with non-members as well as member families.  These missionaries will always have a special place in our hearts.

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Ayden's Holiday music

Ayden started at a new charter school this year named, Loveland Classical School.  The coursework is challenging and keeps him on his toes.  Just before the holiday break Ayden's class put on a small sing-a-long music program.  It was a lot of fun to go to and participate in.  We sang all of the normal Christmas carols, except one.  Ms. Lanciotti (the science teacher) helped this kids rewrite Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer, which is the version we sang (below are the words.)  In Ayden's science class they are learning about the human body.

Monday, January 2, 2012

The Question . . .

Now that I am an adult I think I get more excited for Christmas than I did as a kid. Something about watching the look of surprise and wonder in my own kids eyes as they see everything that Santa brought for them. This year we almost had to face "the question" from Ayden. Ayden asked me if Santa was dead. I was caught off guard by his bluntness, especially because it was in front of the two kids.  I asked where he had heard that Santa was dead, he stated a friend at school. 
After a conversation about Santa and what he does for people in the world.  I tried to remember when it was I learned the truth about Santa.  I have to say I honestly have no idea.  Doug and I talked about what we would do when Ayden or any of the other kids confront us about Santa, we decided we had to be honest.  Santa is the wonderful spirit of Christmas that brings joy into many people lives. 

I have been talking to people who have faced this already and have been looking online for different ideas on how to handle it all.  I found this amazing sweet letter from a mom to her daughter about Santa on the mom's website.  The mom got busted playing tooth fairy and then her daughter started to question Santa as well.

Dear Lucy,

Thank you for your letter. You asked a very good question: “Are you Santa?”

I know you’ve wanted the answer to this question for a long time, and I’ve had to give it careful thought to know just what to say.

The answer is no. I am not Santa. There is no one Santa.

I am the person who fills your stockings with presents, though. I also choose and wrap the presents under the tree, the same way my mom did for me, and the same way her mom did for her. (And yes, Daddy helps, too.)

I imagine you will someday do this for your children, and I know you will love seeing them run down the stairs on Christmas morning. You will love seeing them sit under the tree, their small faces lit with Christmas lights.

This won’t make you Santa, though.

Santa is bigger than any person, and his work has gone on longer than any of us have lived. What he does is simple, but it is powerful. He teaches children how to have belief in something they can’t see or touch.

It’s a big job, and it’s an important one. Throughout your life, you will need this capacity to believe: in yourself, in your friends, in your talents and in your family. You’ll also need to believe in things you can’t measure or even hold in your hand. Here, I am talking about love, that great power that will light your life from the inside out, even during its darkest, coldest moments.

Santa is a teacher, and I have been his student, and now you know the secret of how he gets down all those chimneys on Christmas Eve: he has help from all the people whose hearts he’s filled with joy.

With full hearts, people like Daddy and me take our turns helping Santa do a job that would otherwise be impossible.

So, no. I am not Santa. Santa is love and magic and hope and happiness. I’m on his team, and now you are, too.

I love you and I always will.

Mama

I don't look forward to when my kids learn the truth, but only hope that they can feel of the love that Doug and I have for each one of them when they do.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Meet Perry. . .

I know that everyone started the "elf on the shelf" this year with their family.  We also joined the fun.  The kids enjoyed reading the story about Santa's elf.  In the story it states that the elf at night returns and reports to Santa about the behavior of the children.  When the elf returns to the home he is in a different spot and the children are supposed to find him. 

When we finished reading the story it was time to name our elf.  Everyone had an idea; but Ayden's idea won everybody heart.  One thing you need to know is that my kids LOVE Phineas and Ferb from the Disney Channel.  If you haven't seen one check this one out.  In these episodes there is a platypus named Perry.  Perry is a secret agent that the kids are always wondering where he is and then suddenly appears at the end.

Okay, so back to naming the elf.  Ayden suggested we named our elf Perry because every morning we were always going to be saying "Hey, Where's Perry?" (just like on the show) and when they found him they would say "Oh there you are Perry" (again just like the show).  Well Doug and I couldn't stop laughing, but everyone liked the idea. Thus our elf's name is Perry.

The kids LOVED this activity, I have to admit I enjoyed it as well.  This is one tradition that will go on for a long time.  I only got a couple of pictures of Perry's hiding spots this year, I will have to get more next year!

Smart Perry, taking a bath reading the IKEA catalog!

Monday, December 19, 2011

Ryleigh is healing!!!

This should be Ryleigh LAST cast for this broken femur!!
The cast is removeable and can fit under pants (yeah now I don't have to do laundry so much!)
She will wear this one until January 11, 2012 when we will see if she is truly done with casts.


Sunday, December 18, 2011

Masyn's talents


Sundays are hard days in our household.  With church being at 1:00pm the kids eat lunch early so that we can be ready to go on time.  Masyn still relies on naps on a daily basis so that adds to our chaos.  With church being so late nap is skipped on Sunday; which means that dinner is a challenge for the poor kid.  The picture above shows Masyn completely passed out  at dinner.  Below is where the inherited talent from Doug shows.  Yes, Masyn is asleep again at dinner, but this time (I know that it is hard to see) but he is eating dinner.  I couldn't get a video started fast enough but he was asleep and trying to pick up food with his fork.  Masyn was successful and continued to eat and sleep.   

We just hope the multitasking will continue!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Daddy is wrapped around her finger

I can't help but post this picture, it is so darn cute!  This was just a couple of days after our shopping cart accident.  Ryleigh had been asking me several times to paint her nails before everything happened.  Well, Ryleigh didn't have to ask twice when she asked Doug to paint her nails.  Doug took on the challenge and painted her fingernails.  Ryleigh giggled through the whole thing.  I am just bummed I didn't think to get pictures until the end.

Friday, December 2, 2011

The blessings we receive

Remember our Thanksgiving turkey???

Here is how he looked at the end of the month.  He didn't get as full as we wanted but we were tied up taking care of Ryleigh and Masyn from the shopping cart accident earlier in the month.  Some of the things that were listed were:
  • Dad's Job (Masyn)
  • Patience (Mom)
  • For School (Ayden)
  • Mommy staying home (Masyn)
  • The Army (Dad)
  • Acts of service (Mom)
  • Toys (Ryleigh)
  • Jesus dying for us (Ayden)
  • Our house (Ryleigh)
  • Home Teacher (Dad)
It was a great activity and kept us all aware of the many blessings that we receive each day!

Sometimes fun turns bad. . .

How many of you growing up had your parents "ride" the
shopping cart like this with you in the cart??


I remember both of my parents doing this a ba- jillion times growing up.  I even remember asking for it coming out of the store.  It was an easy way to have fun, sometimes I would hang on the outside of the cart and sometimes one of my brothers would be in the actual seat part facing whoever was pushing the cart.  Well some 20+ years later I am doing that with my own kids, in fact it has become a regular part of shopping.

Every two weeks I would wander around Sprouts and Sam's with Masyn and Ryleigh, and anywhere else we needed to go.  Often the kids looked forward to that time (because nothing is better than crossing things off of the list for Mom, or reminding Mom what she does not need to buy.)

On November 16th it was grocery shopping day and the kids were excited.  I tried to be excited, but let's face it: I dread grocery shopping.  In any event, we always go to Sprouts first because it is in Fort Collins and always on a Wednesday (double ad day, who can resist).  On the way out of Sprouts the kids requested that "we go fast" or in other words "ride the cart Mom!"  I said no because we had parked too close to the front of the store and there were lots of other cars around.  Next we headed to Sam's Club; the thing that the kids like about Sam's is that they both can sit in the cart.  We hurried through Sam's and paid for our groceries, waited in line to have them check the cart and give the kids smiley faces on the receipt.  After the special smiley faces were drawn on the receipt by the door checker we headed out to the car.  Again came the question, but with a "pretty please?" this time.  How could I refuse? So I made it through the crosswalk (this is one of our rules) and I started the ride.  With one foot on the cart I pedaled my other foot over and over again gaining speed.  When the right speed had been reached I lifted my foot to ride the cart, and WHAM!!

The next thing I knew the cart was tipping towards me.  I knew it was going to be bad and I tried to ease the impact on the kids' legs, but it didn't work.  The push bar came across the kid's legs hitting Ryleigh just above the knee and both kids screamed instantly.  We were all on the ground; me on my knees and the shopping cart on top of the kids legs, all I could hear was them screaming.  I tried to lift the cart but was only able to get it up about a foot to a foot and half off of the ground before my grip slipped and it fell to the ground again.  I tried again to calm the kids down and lift cart.  Finally after what felt like an eternity I got the cart up.  I took a quick inventory of the injuries to the kids.  I didn't see much right away.  Ry said her leg hurt, and Masyn had lost his shoe in the ordeal.  I leaned over and was hugging them and trying to console them all the way to the car. 

Once I reached the car an older lady came over and told me she saw what had happened.  She asked if she could load my groceries into my car while I took care of Ryleigh and Masyn.  A separate gentleman also saw what happened and came to help the woman loading my groceries. I picked up Masyn first.  His shoe had come off on his right foot, but I didn't see much else.  I gave him and hugs and kisses and told him he would be okay and buckled him into his car seat.  I went to Ryleigh and lifted her out.  She had visible road rash on the back of her left thigh, the width of her thigh and about 3-4 inches long.  This was bleeding, I asked her to stand up and she was able to with assistance, everything else looked okay.   I carefully carried her over to the car and put her in her booster seat and buckled her up. 
As soon as I got myself in the car I lost control of my emotions.  I cried and apologized to the kids, and told them it was an accident.  I called Doug on my way home.  Doug was in bed because he had to work that afternoon from 4pm to 7am the next morning (Doug had taken a partial extra shift at work).  He thought I was in a car accident and wanted to know where I was.  I was able to eventually explain what happened and that he needed to meet me outside to get the kids inside the house. 

Once inside Doug and I were able to look the kids over more thoroughly.  Masyn has road rash on his right heel, and not much else.  Masyn was able to calm down pretty easily.  Ryleigh's left leg was swelling and was bruised pretty seriously and she was really struggling at calming down.  After about 15 minutes I told Doug we needed to take her to urgent care.  Doug stayed home with Masyn, because he still needed to go into work that night and be awake all night.  I took Ryleigh to urgent care, it was a long ride up to Fort Collins for the both of us.

Once in the room the nurse asked what happened, so I told her.  The look on her face was one of shock.  She said then what I've heard seemingly a thousand times in telling this story: "I do that all the time with my kids".  All I could do was shake my head and try not to cry for the millionth time.  The doctor came in and the story was told all over again.  I was trying to help myself feel better and at the end said "guess I won't do that again", he looked at me and said "ya think?"  "Thank you doctor.  You really know how to dole out comfort!" was all I could think of.  After he looked Ryleigh over he said we needed to get an X-ray to see if anything was broken.  This is what Ryleigh's leg looked like.  You can kind of see the bleeding from the road rash on the back and the bruising on the front.  The X-ray may be hard to see because it is a picture of the actual X-ray but her femur is broken just above her knee.




The doctor at urgent care put her in a splint that covered her from hip to toe and sent us the the orthopedic center for evaluation of surgery.  When we spoke with the doctor at the Orthopedic center he was unsure about surgery and went to get a second opinion.  Lucky for us no surgery was needed!  The casting technician came in and Ryleigh immediately won his heart.  He tried to get her to talk to him about her bear that she had, he even tried to tease her a little.  They decided that she shouldn't have a hard cast yet because of swelling and they wanted her road rash to heal some.  Ryleigh got her splint back on her leg and we headed home by way of picking Ayden up from school. 

I called Doug to let him know about Ryleigh and asked about Masyn.  He said that Masyn hadn't put any weight on his leg yet.  This concerned me because he didn't seem to be hurt that bad earlier.  When I get home my Mom was there to help me figure out the rest of my day, she sent Masyn with my sister because Doug was getting ready for work and then she went to pick up pain medication for Ryleigh.

I got details sorted out about a wheelchair for Ryleigh while my Mom is out.  Afterwards we headed up to my Mom's to gather the boys and eat dinner.  When I got to my Mom's house and I am told that Masyn refuses to walk or put any weight on his right leg.  So I decided I better take him into urgent care as well.  We ended up seeing the same doctor as I did with Ryleigh (which is good I didn't want to tell the story again).  He evaluated Masyn and we did some X-rays of his leg.  They couldn't determine anything so to be safe they splinted him the same way Ryleigh was, hip to toe, and told me to follow up with my regular doctor in two days.  At the follow up we were referred to orthopedic center because he still hadn't put weight on his leg.

 

On Monday we went to the orthopedic center for both kids.  They took more X-rays of Masyn's ankle and foot area because they were concerned about growth plate damage in his heel.  The doctor  informed Doug that growth plate damage can take up to 10 days to show up, so they decided to put Masyn in a cast to protect his heel just in case something had happened.  Ryleigh also got her first of at least two casts that day.

Here they are showing off their casts.
(don't mind the ugly futon mattress,
I was washing the cover that day)
Ryleigh's cast was pink with sparkles and Masyn went with yellow.

Lucky for us Ryleigh's cast was waterproof; she could take baths all she wanted.  Masyn's wasn't, the doctor didn't suggest it and neither of us knew they were around (bummer!!)  Doug's parents came up because I needed help taking care of the kids.  This was a huge blessing because Ryleigh needs help with EVERYTHING!  She is starting to scoot around the house and experiment with movement.  I do lots of lifting to get her in her wheelchair, the car, her bed, the couch, and the toilet. 

The kids had a blast having people sign their casts.  Masyn would go up to somebody sit down and stick his leg in front of them and say "want sign my cast?" Everybody did, I mean who could resist that right??
Yes that says "sam's club kid" on her knee! Thank you Brother Hunt!
Masyn's signatures went all the way around his leg and the bottom of his foot.

This last week we took them into the orthopedic doctor again and it was determined that Masyn didn't have any damage to his growth plate and he was able to get his cast removed!  He was pretty excited at first, and then was upset because Ryleigh got a new cast and he didn't. Remember how I said that Ryleigh had won the cast technician's heart?  Well she had a hard time deciding what color of cast to get and he said that he could make her a glow in the dark candy cane cast.  He told her that he doesn't do that for everybody.  She giggled at that thought and said yes.  Ryleigh is on cast #2 which looks like this.

Yes it really does glow in the dark!!

"Look no cast!!!"
He was beyond excited to have it off.

Learn from me and be SUPER careful riding the cart with your kids in it, better yet don't do it at all (I won't be anymore!)